You apologizing is getting old..

All I can do is say I'm sorry. I'd appreciate your support. It's hard for people to change without some empathy from the community. Again I didn't break any rules. I was just a downer and annoying and I'm sorry.

I accept your apology.
We were not cheating and I don't like to hanged out as a scapegoat so please think twice b4 You decide to post and accuse someone You have been playing with for long time and should know better..
Whether or not You get your chat/post ability back is not up to me but remain humble and don't let this post just be an act. PS Your buddy Kruger.

Lars, it will not be anytime soon. We have all put up with it for so long and its exhausting trying to teach a grown man on how to behave civil. I honestly do not accept your apology because it is fake. You have learned nothing...especially with creating a new account for you to post, screams you have learned nothing. You have had many chances and they never stick for more than a few hands.

We ALL have shit in our lives to deal with. The difference is that we come here to have FUN. You do not, you come here to bitch and moan, tell everyone how shitty this site is since it's so rigged, and bullying people that you do not recognize. You are an asshole that enjoys bathing in your own misery while bringing many of us down with you. Sooooo, it will not be lifted anytime soon. We all deserve the break from you!!! Please don't make me ban this account to. Accept the consequences and drop it.

"I want to say I never attack anyone unless they attack me first"

lol

Thank you Anna and Kruger. I need to take a break and figure out how to be a positive energy here and stop bringing everyone down and accusing people of cheating. My rants are getting old and everyone is tired of them. I can use some help from the community. Everyone loves a good villain, but there are people here that are my friends too so I hope you can speak to the good times too and when I was positive about the game. But I need to learn to stop complaining about the suckouts and bad beats (because we all have those) and just learn to say "nh" as many of you have pointed out before to me.

I accepted your apology the other day lars but as I told you we are not happy with your carry on. You are a good player and a nice guy under all that bs. You know it must've been bad for Annat to mute you. When you do play try typing and practicing what you should say and get the hang of saying the right things. I hope we can banter at the tables again.

Thank you SO much Maddie! I was actually thinking of you last night and practicing how I want to be even though no one could see it in the chat. I would say NH, even when I had a suck out. In once case, I went all in at the beginning of the tourney and Linda had A high flush vs. my K high flush. Normally I would say something rude about the RNG screwing me over but instead I said NH. And then GG Linda and left the table. I even came back to the table and said GL to Linda. And by doing it I actually felt better! This is what I need to work on.

See, this is where you are being SO fake Lars. I have told you about being friendly, like NH or GG for nearly 2 years that I have been back and you expect us to fall for you have changed in days? Nope. Try that shit on someone else. You may now know how bad it has gotten since you finally got banned, but changed? No way. I would think that you would continue this more positive behavior going forward, then we can discuss it. But, like I said it will not be anytime soon. AND do not let me catch this account with any of the old bullshit. You pushed me to my limit with the last post and trying to reel Ryan in. That is beyond low, but also how delusional you have become with your negativity, paranoia, and belief of system rigging... I hope that this break makes some positive changes as I believe you are a good person, you just do not show it here.

Being in your field of work, you should recognize abuse and relate that to yourself... then ask yourself, how quickly can someone abusive change? Exactly, NOT days. If you don't see abuse, then you really need to take a harder look in the mirror.

You are right on Anna. This was the last straw for me. Either I change or I quit gpokr. You are correct, in my line of work I see this all the time as I try to protect women and provide them access to health care. I am NOTHING like these men I see but was using gpokr as an outlet for a different side of me that I now HATE!!!! I realize that everyone hates me here and loves me in real life and I don't like playing this role anymore (the victim / the villain) because it is not me. The truth is I enjoy this community and want to be a part of it. So it's not BS, it's me being honest with myself and FINALLLY changing. I will use this time you've given wisely and reflect. But I even get my chat back all I can do is show you I changed, I can BS my way back anymore as you said.