I think I need to stop playing for my own health/happiness. Gpokr was fun when we had full tables every night and I could play anytime it was convenient for me. Last 6 months I've been top 25 like 5 times but can't seem to get any higher (top 3) as it has been about jumping on to a high table at inconvenient times as I have to work around gpokr's schedule (at work, when I should be with my family, late nights, etc.). Also a few late nights where I can't sleep when I lose big to a suck out or something (started using sleeping pills). I LOVE when people say it's just free chips so no big deal yet I see they play 3x as many hands as me and are ALWAYS here so it IS a big part of your life so don't try to act so cool. Just think it is time to give it up. I did for 3 years and didn't miss it but it is harder for me now that I'm back as I do enjoy the rush of a big win (I'm sure you all can relate!). I did give up live poker about 10 years ago, not because I lost money I actually did well, but because it was effecting my work and personal life. I think it is now happening here so I think it is time to give up gpokr too unless I can learn to take it easy again and maybe setup boundaries for myself (like no late night play). Any suggestions/feedback (especially those who know me)? And please refrain from snarky comments as I'm really trying to be serious here... thank you Gpokr friends!